glorianne

for a moment in time.

2008-05-19T22:03:00.003+08:00

hello, this is dead.
its more of

bang_thewall.livejournal

for now.
but i guess this would remain for memory's sake.

seeya.

secret valentine.

2008-04-24T22:42:00.002+08:00

ohmy ohmy..
transporter 2 is so cool, and david archuleta is wow.
thats how much ive been watching tv..
so after school, went to van's house for the past two days.
my chem test is rather disappointing since im the stupid one that put CaOH and not Ca(OH)2 .
and the cancellation of the right equation..to the wrong one. i got a 9/15.

so anyway. school's been alright. taking a day as it is. MYEs are the upcoming nightmares that needs to be get over and be done with. starting with english and social studies this monday.

oh& i so like today's weather. especially when i was on my way home around 7.30 from van's house. then i told my aunty about the perfect weather and the perfect moment when i hit twenty-one, walking along the streets with.. & then she said, how come so old? 18 lah..
lol ok its stupid.

anw

i like jason mraz' 'im yours':D ahhh
ok, i'll edit this when i think of something to type.

till then, bye!

left behind

2008-04-18T22:59:00.002+08:00

the weeks are getting faster and faster, its almost the end of april, and the hello of midyears, prelims, and the os.

anyway, said byebye to mommy. she left for the weekend for some @#$%#!@ leader's camp from church. the second one this year D: then headed to braddell. missed one stop & alighted at bishan. so took a train backwards. went back to the shop to return the shirt and wanted to get my pay but boss went home earlier for today.. so i'll meet my 75 bucks another time. 3/4 of it going to the building fund.. left there around 9pm and reached home at 10.15.

so the past few days were screwed. because bus 3 was supposed to come at the normal time of 6.46. & it didnt! it came at 6.50+ and it was super crowded and we could'nt board it. so thursday we took a cab, that cost 10 bucks :O , and today we had to wake our mom up and asked if she'd send us to school. which she lovingly did. but we still was late for school. wee said one more time this term and three strikes, i'll get detention. but whatever lah.

we had napfa this week, and i guess i didnt give my best shot cos my body is'nt aching now. oh well...

hmmm.. i should go make a suggestion, asking to change the form of detention. so we wont waste time stoning at nothing when we can just stay in the room and do homework shit. cos detention right now is the authorised waste of time when the authorities of the school tell us we've got no time to waste. lol.

oh& i just read, if you electronic gadgets get wet or drowned, 'soak' them in a bowl of uncooked rice for 24 hours. its something about the rice that absorbs it. i'll put the picture up soon. i should try it sometime.

alright, im tired, long day tomorrow.
night shizzos!
ok ignore that. im just getting addicted to saying shitzz, and then shizzoos.. wierd, i know.
alrighty .

get me a ticket and fly away baby!
cos i miss you already.

a beautiful lie; a perfect deny

2008-04-14T17:58:00.003+08:00

hello,
its monday again..
i guess last week wasnt too bad. had founder's day on friday so it cut some slack. founder's day itself was alright since all i did was to show my face. cos i had no parts to play:D so helped with the juniors i guess. after the final rehearsal, went with deanna& xinying to subway. talked, and headed to cs to slack some more. my mood was'nt all that great by then. then the juniors came. & i pretty much stoned. went back for founder's day, stayed till 6.45, and then to riverwalk- alighted at raffles place, walked thru the pubs, and slept during the word. went back alone since my brother was at the alive concert or what you call it at sajc.

i would say how saturday and sunday went but it would be too dead. cept that went out with family on sunday at tm, ate at central, saw xy and the gang. went shopping! or clothes hunting. but i bought nothing. though my sis did buy her stuff.

my oral today was alright i guess. she said my reading was alright, except that she could tell that i was nervous, and the picture convo was wierd since i didnt link my inference to my evidence well enough and i lacked of elaboration on the conversation part. well i guess that's that.

& i feel like flying away.

if you get there before i do.

2008-04-05T12:53:00.005+08:00

hello.
woke up at twelve today:D finally i can sleep till the afternoon.
impression nine was good(: it seemed kinda short though when we played.
but anyway, the moment is over. just about another week till we all step down. after founder's day.

enjoyed myself during the break we had when it was the alumni's turn. had our 'yoga' lessons with the .. . haha nevermind.
didnt get to see much during the interval though.
oh & yuyang helped me put on makeup.

the trip back to school was tiring. tried to sleep on the bus but it was so uncomfortable with all the jerks the bus made. it gave me motion sickness. and the shoe is super uncomfortable, so ive got painful feet.
finally reached school, and got back all the instruments into the band room. did not really needed to help with the big stuff so yay! but still, it was tiring.
left the school at midnight and my family came to fetch us home.yay again.
so went home and showered, and drank singapore sling:D woohoo! i like.

so now, since i couldnt concentrate in school for the past week cos of I:9, i gotta go revise whatever i slept through.

'good day mate!
p.s, THANK YOU FIONA ! THANK YOU JAZZLYN !
for the roses :D :D :D ,
love it, love you! (if you see this)

singapore sling:D

all the right reasons.

2008-03-30T14:33:00.003+08:00

been sick for the past two days. the usual runny/ blocked nose. plus the addition of sore throat and lots of phlegm stuck inside. blehh.
but i guess its alright cos i dont talk so much, and have lesser appetite.

so went for wedding yesterday. it wasnt that bad! enjoyed myself minus-ing the flu. and i wore heels:D i like the extra height.

had band in the morning. wanted to ponn cos i was sick :/ but nah i didnt. it was alright actually. slept in during the pieces which i've got no parts..
impressions is this friday.gee its kinda fast. its already april.

and for today, missed church, slept till 11.45.
had cereal for breakfast and did english, lit, and emaths. left on the table is amaths and ss revision.

alright, im gonna take the 'pi-bao-gah' or how you spell that. and go sleep.
toodles.

learning to fall.

2008-03-23T16:48:00.020+08:00

got back not too long ago. i must say that this year's easter production was pretty great. & i enjoyed it.

so after the service, took a cab to katong mall for kat's piano practice with mom at the studio before her exam tmr. bought stuff from cold storage while waiting for them and brought back up to eat. corn dogs and steak. man they got really cool stuff at cold storage.. saw those ready-waffles, and the skin for burritos and stuff. its called 'pita' bread or smth. i guess its cool cos i dont see them everyday. or maybe i go to ntuc too much instead of cold storage.. -.- anyway,

after that, mom had to stay on with another of her student. so we headed down to parkway parade first, in mind of getting me a dress. which so totally failed. i bought nothing except the jelly thing-food. and my sis got a pretty nice shirt.

so my attempt no.2 of getting all girly-styled failed. so i've come to my resolution to stop having any more such shopping attempts till im twenty. unless its really an emergency lah... anyway, i miss shopping for normal jeans and stuff..

so we walked around. and kat had the clam soup from ljs. then met my mom and went to gramaphone- in which in my view, the best music/movie outlet. bought enchanted dvd, picked my bro up from expo and went home.

& i suffered the heat today. its so hot and im wishing i am at where phryne is at now :/ seriously.. or nz, since its their autumn/ which means coming winter season now. or sweden, where its cold all year.. but i cant speak their lang..

but seriously. i want to get out of here asap. uighfgjfwpsoanfjhuotjdkgforklgfd...
ok,thats just me pressing random stupid keys off the keyboard.

ive got a few more questions for amath, one english ussw, and study for ss test.
but for now, im just gonna go sleep.

(oh& im in search of another pair of nike dunks now. and i think that the side kick 3 is cool! too bad its not for singapore.)
cya.

i love waffles; look! sidekick3

the shadow proves the sunshine

2008-03-20T21:51:00.004+08:00

HELLO. baack again.
im happy that there's no school tomorrow! & cos its good friday.

and its kinda wierd in a good way that somethings start to happen. some unexpectedly.
like chem spa- when i said i totally screw it up cos of the neutralising point.
-and i didnt screw the big timpani parts very obviously for yesterday's band practice.
and the nice rain that came when i complained about the hot weather yesterday.

so today, went for history remd after school. & then slacked in the band room. did nothing but disturb people. then to the parade square for founder's day rehearsal. played a lilbit of the bass drum- and i got a blister in that short while when marcus played it for a-longer-while and had no blisters.

walked out of school with chew chew :D and took the train home.
thats all.

& people have to stop calling me names. like seriously cho-to-ma-te!
its been spreading around the limited people i know and it gets really annoying.

anyway, 'drug addict' was soo last year.
and its no way im emotional. infact, i am the last person who should be called emotional.
like SERIOUSLY!, thats if you really think about it..

alright. byebye

are my posts too wordy still?

p.s. like this, phryne? lol

follow your dreams, forget the scene

2008-03-13T21:45:00.003+08:00

actually, come to think of it.
band camp was'nt really all that bad.
& even we seniors wasted time on planning our skit, it turned out to be okay at the last minute.
& im glad that we didnt play 'im the best game' . if we played then i would have gone to ss remd instead. but we had full band. so i didnt argue with npc.
i can totally say that glorianne is totally not cut out to be a soloist. i tell you i -whats-the-word- all the parts that im supposed to play loud.

anyway, watched horton with family yesterday and step up 2 today with spastics. both nice!
so i went for amaths remd today. i forgot to bring my specs so had trouble with the lesson. but cpl lent me her glasses:D then we went to her house to slack. watched tv, and then to cs.
supposed to go work today, but my mom called my aunt if i can skip today. cos i fell asleep on the sofa. and she agreed. mommy said i should stop work.

i tell you, im loving the weather. i just had ice cream and it feels good. i heart yogurt ice cream.
its the weather like this that makes me fantasize wonderful stuff-s.

alright, i should better do my holiday homework. i havent officially completed any. and today is already thursday.

and i must say, even though im super grateful that there is no band this saturday.
Its not right to cancel the band practice just because the teachers cant make it.
the teachers are the one that are telling us that we've got no time already, and they are preventing us from band practice when they prevent us from going to remedials during band camp to go for practice -.- its the hypocrisy of it that makes my blood boil.
even so, the teachers only need to come to open the door, or even better, give the key to the majors and dont bother to come. their absence of presence during practice does not affect our mastering of skills. like seriously.

this is based on what i heard that this sat's practice is supposingly cancelled. so i will take back most of what i said if the practice is not cancelled.

so i'll do my shitass homework now.
'

dont be surprised when i fall back at your feet again.

2008-03-09T17:03:00.003+08:00

finally, its another day when i slept till 12.45. 2nd time since twenty o eight.
anw, slept at 2 last night. busy finishing the band schedule after work .. the only reason im doing this band schedule is because, my best friend asked me too, and if i dont do it, i wont be playing my part in the camp. it wont really bother me but there s still the small minute part that does.
besides, its not my job.
and so, it gets frustrating when its at the last minute, and trying to scan the hard copy to make sure nothing gets missed out at the borders..
so i missed church.

came back around midnight last night. ended work late cos people had orders at the last hour. still, it was not bad business. earned 35 bucks and had a ride home.

so, i finally finished the soft copy at 5 plus today. with xy doing the final touches & printing.
& i plan to stay up at camp to finish ss work before wednesday. & im gonna argue with npc if she doesnt allow me to go for my ss and lit remedials. just because her's is not on one of the band camp days.. her remd is on friday -.-

ive now yet to complete my packing but mommy says shes gonna send me to school tomorrow at 645. how awesome is my mom..

& ive got to stop work soon.

byebye.
hello band camp.

p.s. ive got great friends

the closest i get is imagination

2008-02-27T19:21:00.002+08:00

hello, im baack!
and, just to ask, whats another word for 'screwed'? not the f- meaning but like.. e.g. i ----- my test today, besides 'flunk' or 'fail' .. ok, so maybe i should try dictionary.com.

anyway,
things been on my life's average meter..
-gonna stop working on mondays now. so it'll be thursday& saturday evenings..
-started tuition at chec for chem with jasmin on tuesday, which was yesterday(:
and for school,
the work keeps piling up, the tests keep coming, and i keep falling asleep in certain classes.
e.g. ENGLISH.

everyday seems shorter now.
i seem to forget what i should type now.
so i'll probably edit this when i think of something.

&btw, i think its not really important but im still gonna type it here that i made a lj acc:D
so its either one. bang_thewall is the name i think.

alright, i'll go eat dinner now.

impressions IX - 4th april 08.

/edit.
so today, npc changed our places.. well not mine, nor the people within the one-table diameter, i think. so im still at the back. been stuck there for a year now. always the back row-.-
its hard to see though. emaths remd was kay.. hist and amaths test was okay too.
and i totally -whats-the-word- in band practice today during full band.. guess the loud timpani parts are'nt really my thing.. or anything with solos.. ah whatever right*!.
okay, now ive got hormone's mindmap and emaths shit to do. & chem rev.

xoxo
glorianne.

its never enough to sell yourself for less than love.

2008-02-09T20:09:00.000+08:00

hello, just came back from someone's house.
these few days of celebration were pretty nice.
i liked the first day.. went to like 5 houses. loved the last one the best. three stories & all the rooms were nice. one with all lime-green painted walls, and another with all-black walls.. and they're really really cool people.

yesterday was alright, went two places.. both home-ly with people i knew my entire life.

and today, my dad's mom's step sister's house. pretty cool. played with van&joel. and then to another close friend of my parents.. oh and we went to the cemetry after the first house. so played with grass, pulled them, and took pictures. believe me i would have planned along a picnic basket if i knew we were going to the cemetry. along with my aunty's picnic mat and the cooler in their van haha.

& i gotta admit that i was grumpy today.. i could'nt find my happy pills..

& the sms i saw on my bro's phone : happy china new year, may the year of the rat bring you more cheeses this year:D

thats all. so far ive got amaths off my back, but theres still chem&bio spa,history questions, with stuff to buy on monday for thursday. and i dont know if theres english homework.

now i think i'll leave lines so that it will look longer.

byebye.

/edit on 12 feb;
-------------------
the bus uncle told me to tell others to not use their handphones when they are standing on the bus stairway. cos if theres a sudden jam break, someone would get hurt and i say probably die. then they would blame the driver for reckless driving and they'll get sacked..
ok!

/- spa tomorrow.
i can just go die lah.
ATB! btw.

stop hinting when you know nothing.

2008-02-03T17:22:00.000+08:00

so my last post was rather stupid;
anw, finally finished the english ppt.
alot more homework to complete.
-eng essay, compre , ussw.
- undone amaths

and four tests to study this week.
monday- history & lit.
tuesday - chem & emaths.

went to american club! yesterday to celebrate graced's sixteenth.
we bowled. it was fun! even thou i got so many gutter balls.
ive got to develop that perfect accent..
then after that we walked around at far east. painful feet; but good exercise i guess.
then went home.

guess thats it, back to school tomorrow for two days of studying, then the cny break, and then,
SPA.
fast?definitely.
feb has only 28 days. then its march, then june, prelims, graduate, o lvls. 2009, collect results, further studies, work, grow old, and then die. okay you'll have to totally ignore that part.

and to a relief, i say I9 will not be that disastrous like i said it would.
cos everyone still tries, so im not pulling back yet. there's still time even though we should have done it earlier. so balancing is now the problem. studies&band. both which need time & hardwork. which both i lack the most.

my new pick up- to the end, i'll live.
byebye.

and the shadow of the day,

2008-01-29T17:46:00.000+08:00

i dont know why im still blogging, knowing that theres really no place to vent..

so i shall end.

"i hate to be you when people find what this song is about"

2008-01-27T21:26:00.000+08:00

hello;
its been a week, and everthing is starting to get routined.
and it gets boring sometimes.
but anyway,
saturday's band orientation seemed to be a success..
& it was no doubt that i was lethargic& moodless..
but it was overall-y okay and that is all that matters cos whats one person to a whole atleast 70 odd people..

so came home early after that, watched an epd of heroes season2, and then slept for about 3 hours till six, and went to eastcoastpark for aunty's birthday dinner at 7.. seafood restaurant, food's good. but i still dont like seafood that much. &today, went church , fell asleep even though its a.r bernard speaking.but atleast i caught hold of the last part. i cant help it if i fall asleep.
and someone ..amused,-would be the right word-.. me by suggesting going for saturday's service cos we cant wake up for sunday's, and then i ask her 'but can meh?' and then she said, i dont think so... -.-

so my disturbed nights are back, with the stupid itch everywhere.. and there is absolutely no other solution than to migrate because number one, its heat rash and this is singapore, and number 2, i cant sleep in aircon room for the whole night cos my skin will get a lil more dry. plus the next day's sinus problem..
so ive got to wait for approximately five years.. to finish my education..
and what i find a real waste is that ----- wanted to migrate to nz when we were much younger, but he didnt cos God didnt open up doors for him, and now he is dead..
-.-
tragic..
so today, its ten years and 5 days.. im still surviving and havent loss all my dignity yet. so im still counted as good. beat that.

so now all ive left is to do my last question of the comprehension, and study for hist test on wed.
and i dont know how to do amaths ex 7d..

&mommy is leaving on tuesday for the church staff retreat, which i fully diss-support.. its until friday.

this is the part of one's life when everything that mattered to her becomes -shit- "nothing"..
alrighty then, i'll get back to my work..
bye,

P.S, nerds are cool.

was'nt time the problem everyone had trouble with?

2008-01-20T18:09:00.000+08:00

i have been watching heroes season one for like 7 hours- yesterday;midnight to 2 and 2.30pm to six today. about there... because starworld is showing them.. back to back.
& today i woke up at 1.24pm. so i missed church/.
slept at two in the morning cos i went to work yesterday evening. earned 25 bucks. five hours. its okay lah. from 5.30 to 10.30. but left there at 11..

they went to the cemetry, so i was'nt interested..
alright, i should go study now.

those who stand up for nothing; fall for anything.

2008-01-17T15:01:00.000+08:00

hello.
im home early today. mrbakar let us off around ten minutes earlier. today's experiment was do-able for me. so thats a ''yay' cos im not often good... academically.. alright, so not at all..
but i am glad today because.. i didnt sleep in class today. ,
but maybe thats because i was drawing something during chinese..

anyway.. i found where i wanted to go..
ngee ann poly! its kinda insane because its in bukit timah..
but so far ive checked, its the only one with the course i want..
ofcorse im suppose to check after i get my results but then, this shall be my new motivation..
and the course is..
early childhood education.
reading the information made me excited.. -.- i know..
ahh.. visualizing it myself seems so cool.. with the course i want, and cca-probably vb.. so that i'll loose the pounds.. saw canoeing, but its four times a week.. vb is only twice..

okay, so this is getting really overboard.. but still.. its called motivation!
the stupid shit..
the environment at school is already built and set up to scare us, or on a positive side, ...... forget it,i cant think of any..

and then after my studies at np, maybe uni-get my degree.. and whee.. fly away! out and away/
get me a house, with a backyard, have my job in the childcare or kindergarten. and :D

it sounds so nice and easy.. but. ffff... (i didnt say it),
number one, i could die tomorrow
number two, i could fall sick; blind or deaf or paralysed and do nothing.
number three, God wants me to be something else.
or
number four, i could die tomorrow...

/-oh and if i do survive this year, my supposingly three months holiday will be spent- two months of work, and one month of happiness to nz!, or aust?! since ive got people i know there.. nah, im just talking cock, closing my eyes and thinking of the impossible, but cool.. it would be summer i guess at that time.. but who cares lah. there're people!!!

this is really long. and im sorry if you spent your time reading this if you were supposed to do something else.. which i may doubt a bit..

last but not least, ive got to
do bio Q7;
chem remd worksheet;
maths remd worksheet;
lengthen my ussw;
chinese compo[which i doubt i'll do];
and read my history''

-deleted-

alrighty, i guess i should stop using the computer.
all the best to you..
love,glorianne

wherever you go

2008-01-10T22:00:00.000+08:00

hello(:
this week went alright..
plus i keep getting called stupid and disgusting names.. all thanks to the people sitting around me lol.. besides glor-rain..im starting to get used to that one. its the rest :/ its retarded.
anyway..
im gonna really really cherish the time spent with all my friends this year..
esp our nine..
love you guys..
<3>

2008-01-01T03:10:00.000+08:00

happy new year!to anyone who reads this..

school is gonna start tomorrow& i havent done anything yet. call me lazy&stupid and i'll agree with you. so for the past months, i worked at that same shop in braddell, having the best people around me (including the nicest botakjones people).. pretty cool huh..

well i dont know what to type so i'll just talk cock..
my new year resolution is to eat less & do something good.
thats my motto.. i think,.
translated to stupid, it means that i have to eat less & either study, help out with something or someone, or sleep. sleeping is good eh?!

well, this year.. i cant remember much of what ive done..
but its probably gonna be a list of embarrassing & stupid stuff..
some, in which totally irritated me. somehow im gonna look over it & laugh at myself..when i remember..

so today, 010108, i watched MRDEED on chnn5, and boy oh boy i tell you, its one of the best shows ever. with adam sandler.. okay, i guess that i should go do what im supposed to do now.
happy new year to you again!

many smiley faces with my teeth and stupid gestures,
glorianne.

/-oh wait. how can i ever forget.. the new year hath comed & i havent thanked yet..
God,my family, spastics, and fellow great buddies whom they would know who they are if they see this or cos they saw this... , thanks for the great moments we've had & for the ones that are about to come.
all my love,
glorianne

oh&, ive decided, that maybe.. i'll go together with the rest to -your- -place- for the decade....
okay so 'maybe' isnt exactly a decisive word.but anyway, byebye/

no more-

2007-12-09T23:56:00.000+08:00

hello, back from genting. & AH, i love it.
all our nights were fun.

nothing much on the first day.

then the competition,the second day. the lights were blinding enough so that i cant see mrsim. surely not all our best back, but still, much effort was put in. & thats enough for me. if you want to know, we got a silver. but at that moment, i didnt care cos i was having my load of fun already.. so after the competition, part-eh!
we bowled, shopped and went 'out outside' in the evening. the weather was just great.
then, went back to our rooms around 11? and talked in deanna&xy's room, then jasmin's room for a bit, then carissa&tengli's room. talked&laughed till about 3:D

then the third day,some workshop, and free time(: shopped around, & had friendship concert in the evening. wonderful(: friendship wind orchestra i think. woodgrove&st.hildas. hella good.
so after that, slacked, and went with wg sax people, with xy. talked, played cards, and made fun of i'll-sound-rude-if-i-say-it. & then,,, blanket party! nope, its pillow fight!! fun fun fun. played till around 5am, then the wg teacher came in. so paisae.. so we went back, showered & i slept at 530. overslept till about 9.20 the next morning, so skipped breakfast with reyna. &ate cup noodles instead. then shopped around till the closing ceremony. then we were'nt allowed to have anymore free time after that. so went back, bubblewrapped the stands, went to deenagah&xy's room with fellow spastics, supposingly to stay up all night. but after i ate marybrown, one by one fell asleep. so went to jolene&peilin's room. had jasmin, baolin, joleney, simon, adam, jianye, soon eng, and me. & we stayed up all night:D i forgot what we talked about though.. all i can remember is that it was fun(: talked till about 530, then went back to our rooms to get ready for breakfast& packed to leave for home.

slept on the bus ride home. byebye nice weather, but hello family&my other loved ones.
overall, it was lovely.
now im back to work,& supposingly-gonna start studying.
& i keep seeing the day i say bye to here, and take the airplane away.

bye deenagah,enjoy there(:

2007-11-28T14:06:00.000+08:00

just came back from band.
and, when im just about to become a nice girl, with smiles all day long,.., ive got to toughen up & according to him, be a man.

once again, ive got to be that two sided moron who happens to be the girl which smiling is a big part of her job, *it really is! its no joke, plus the muscle cramps* , then also the tough kid who has to be energetic& not 'sloppy'.
gah.oh& i tend to exxagerate alot when im pissed.
bass drum & crash cymbals, you gotta be kiddin me. both important,& both not my type/. i receive mostly mallet scores for my first two years in band.. ahnanananana, to put in short what my -.- sL told me is "be a man". and so, i broke my record of about 28 days without using any f words..

okayokay, i would've made it longer, but figured,. who reads this except the people whom i rather avoid.. so there!

oh &, the past few days were alright. lost my wallet on monday, in the cinema,tamp gv, afternoon, only to realise it around 945 at night, still at work. so went back there, and they had it:D so thankgod. by the way, enchanted is woohoo! i think its really nice.
& yesterday, managed to take the last train from braddell to cityhall. phew. & from there, there was train back,. thankgod, again(:

ive got to watch drumline another time, prolly also on the bus before anything starts, to stir up my musicality.
im talking cock and i know it but i still talk it cos i dont know why, ciao.

2007-11-24T13:03:00.000+08:00

hey there again. yet another week has passed. its kinda fast how another month is going to come to an end, then the genting trip, & then the christmas period. ,doesnt say anything about studying.. & not to mention im never in the mood to study.

so far, this week went alright. with band practices that we improved, & work that went alright. yesterday seemed to :D:D:D:D , first, we went to parkway to do somestuff, then to taka.. cos my bro had to meet his friends for project, so mommy kat & me shopped around while waiting. bought clothes for me, & racing cars for my sis.. whee. they're fun/. going to taka sure made me get into the christmas mood. then i started to imagine my christmas time like ten years down the road. it seemed something like this,

&ofcorse with my beloved family&friends.
lol, alright this has to sound stupid.
but really, taka got me into the christmas-y mood.. all the toys to buy&give, && going to coldstorage made me go gah gah.. from the candycanes, to the wine, & the turkey... & the cute m&m christmas toy thingys.. my bro said it was the american christmas, .

i guess those childish wishes will always remain if they were never met, even maybe ten years down the road.. then again, its just me lah.
back to yesterday, went to cg at farrerpark:/ cos going to jurong west for cellgroup is absurd cos i stay right at the other end. pfft. if i didnt go yesterday, i'd had to go today.

anyway, i'll have to be going to expo later today for bs at 3, & then work:D:D:D:D , oh& did i mention, that i love my work? brownies, waffles, fondues, ice cream... with my loveliest aunty & fun cousin, & all the other nice people from the other stalls.. &with a pay that i think its abit too much per hour.
okay, i guess thats that.

oh & auntie told me mambo vomited :/ on the floor & on one of my mom's student's bag.lol. poor kitty, & i guess i prolly smell like vomit too cos i carried him.
haha
&im back to singing those Christmas carols every now & then, when im about to sleep..

smileyface to you, ciao.

where ever you go, i will be waiting
whenever you call, i will be there
whatever it takes, i'll make your darkest day so bright.

2007-11-17T11:09:00.001+08:00

to be honest, i shifted cos -deleted*-, & now no one knows. not actually the fact that they could be bothered. well i'll start the post alright.

this past week was alright. worked from mon to thursday from six to ten in the evening. so far all the customers were nice, but there was one, just one, that totally degraded me.. she pointed to the display thing & pointed out the brownies she wanted. then i cannot really see where she pointing. then i asked her with the name of the brownie, then she went like ' just take what i point to you'. then ask the other worker, my oh-nice-cousin!:D , whether im local, or from china.. im like wth.. CHINA? do i really look like im from china?
so when i went home, i realised that i really look like im from china, cos im fairskinned. so that reminds me to go suntanning. -.-

&today, i went for band just to take 3 friggin shots. moronic azfar led to junchong sms-ing us to report at 830 on saturday morning, not forgetting to bring a tie & there was an interview during the sectionals. PLEASE BANG THE WALL & CUT YOURSELF because no tie was needed, no interview was held, not even the tutor came which was the only reason i came, & the photo thing was only at 9plus. dammit. came all the way down, just to take a bloody photo. i mean if you told me earlier for the right reasons i wouldnt be complaining. you farking idiot.

okay, im done with that. & ive got bs, & work later. packed, & i havent started on any academic stuff crap yet.

toodles.

*stupid fag, i now know you knew

2007-11-11T18:16:00.000+08:00

went to vivo after church today, well rushed.. took a cab there with my bro & met up with my mom&sis. walked till bout 5. lunched at some nice restaurant(: & met my ex sunday school teachers:D
church was alright. fell asleep during the first part. & carola, international pop singer, aka produced the oh mickey song, was there. plus the concert, it was a three&a half hour service. about there lah.

& yesterday, after bs, we watched the car drifting show at expo.. super super cool:D too bad no pictures for that :/
but it went something like this

bye.
as another week starts, band!

anw, if you dont respect me having family time with my family, please, i dont even want to know you. its my life & if you think i'd be missing something, let me make my own 'mistakes', its not for you to decide& control.. i dont care, i dont have to please you, even if you seem& act like you've got a point that the world would die if they didnt listen... i'll just leave then. it may not be it to you, but betwn family & ------ , my family comes first. wadeva small events, they just do. even so, i believe that the ------ respects that, so maybe its just you& the minority. its not like i asked for changes to happen, they just do. .

alright maybe this is much of an exxageration. i tend to do it when i get pissed, esp over such issues.. but theres the point, leave it.

its sad to see you go; you know i'll miss you.

2007-11-08T15:57:00.000+08:00

didnt go band ytd. fell sick with flu&irritant eyes. it was not that serious lah, but who cares... no band!
anw just came back from tm.
watched the beemovie
& its goood:D

oh& we had starbucks, peppermint frappuccino. my bro has gd taste.
& we saw mrsim there, studying psychology.
then we went home.

well, its seems after what -blank-er-dee-blank- told me about them being real friends..
it just bugs me..
im like trying not to believe its true when overtime it seems even much more true, or true-er, if thats a word, but prolly isnt.
im just talking rubbish. which you should ignore/-

wheeee seems like thats all the movies i can watch for now cos the rest are NC16, or M18 , or R21. like the lions-something-lambs. thats nc16. and saw4, r21.. so all the movies i could watch ive watched alrdee. atleast for now :D .. -gameplan, stardust, the seeker & the beemovie. all great(:

im predicted to be a scared driver when i grow up.
okay thats all now.
`ciao.

i wanna get outta hereeeee.. please, migrate!

edit||

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What ridiculous surgery should glorianne get?

Have your stomach expanded so you can constantly eat chocolate cake

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same excuse..

2007-11-05T16:09:00.000+08:00

went for band just now. it was alright.
i think my -- keeps trying to find fault in me -.-

&then went to cs with usual people, went off halfway and 3-ed home.
so yesterday went to marriott hotel :D then cs to watch stardust with family(:

i like the guy & the star :D

oh&the stranger simply scares me. he keeps asking whether i get ----- & wants to meet.
ah,what to do?
run around in circles screaming that the world is gonna end lol.
like i said, ignorance is bliss.. aiya, but its just scary. the thing that scares me most is guys whom you dont know want to talk to you.like those you-know kind of sms-es.. im childish & havent grown up, i will soon, ten years down the road.. so live with it.

okay.byebye. i'll prolly edit this or repost it when i think of something better to type.

oh & life is too short to make it like crap, so enjoy! -quotes frm phryne<3 -
:D

thanks for ytd, i believe i'll learn overtime. i'll miss you. have a safe flight back. amen.

2007-11-03T15:44:00.000+08:00

glorianne

~ will teach you to ~

Run around the city screaming that the world is going to end

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glorianne's new nickname is:

"Optimus Prime"

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-[ Glorianne ]-

Led the 2009 world revolution towards world destruction

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boredom is the excuse.
got the link from xy's blog.
ahaha stupid -.-

2007-11-02T10:45:00.000+08:00

went to school everyday this week.
band from monday to wednesday, plus history on tuesday. &chem&bio spa on thursday and friday,today.
wanna hear bout my stupidity? for chemspa
-all my solubility calculation was wrong cos i put 5g instead of 2(from the paper), resulting in inaccuracy blah blah, so my graph wrong alrdy.
-graph's x & y axis were all wrong. it was the other way. so all the more reason for me to fail.
-oh and i forgot to title.
therefore, it leaves me with an either D-F grade. -.-

&& we went to tp yesterday to watch vball match. with dunman high. our school won. they play very very very very pro. as in seriously good:) way to go!

so far, watched 2 movies this week with family:D
1-the seeker (not bad eh)
2-gameplan (WOW)
ah i so like gameplan.. ahh.

ok byebye.
knowing that its gonna be some control religious shit, like please, go bang the wall.

/- edit
asked my mom to bring down some catfood for that stray cat. &before that, some guy asked for my number. back to the cat,it went really scary when he saw that i got the food :/ what can i say, a hungry cat is an angry cat when you're depriving him of his food =P but he is really really scary. i'll just take that cat as a male, cos its too fierce for a female, supposingly. to sum it, the void deck was a scary place.

&&
i dreamt that click5 went to my house ytd:D lol so stupid. its not obsession ok! but, they're like hot.

esp the middle three.

2007-10-29T19:38:00.000+08:00

like you, i figured why should i care so much. ignorance is really, bliss. ive returned to my policy of isolation. its not being unreasonably unsociable, but its over a period of time of your ignorance.
Going back, why try to remember the good ole times? all it does is give yourself comfort for that moment. but then why bother comforting yourself. thats just being a really assed shit. if ive got to comfort myself, i'll get the stupid load of emo-ness and fall into self-pity and what not.. might as well be numb-ed aye. so what if i turn cold? almost everyone in this world already is. believe me, that population is gonna grow over time.

besides the point, holidays are here. we've got band practices three times a week, and i havent got my schedule for my job so i'll just go there whenever i can. & i need to go back to gym-ing. still on my head is chem&bio spa, and tomorrow's history class. & that im supposed to call people to ask for their prayer needs by tomorrow.

ive come to realization that almost anything spoils my mood at home.
ive yet to finish my seq questions. ive got 3 parts left. &this is pretty much crap now/.
good day.

2007-10-26T17:29:00.000+08:00

its been pretty dead.. anyway,
the last week is to be said as boring. went to sp to look&see. the bus has like no sense of punctuality. some of the talks were really boring. i liked the school of design and the biomedical one :] &the rest were driving me to sleep. and then, tea chapter.. it was alright. allthe way to chinatown. not badlah.
and ive got my job starting at toa payoh. brownies waffles and icecream,, next to botakjones:D
quite fun, im in the midst of mastering to scoop a perfect round scoop of icecream :D

the last day of school today, skipped all the programmes& helped to put in the result slips. she took a really long time givin out the reportbooks. but, she is really nice to write a note for everyone in the class:]

alright i should prolly get going. cell group at bkt merah. :/
FAR. geez.

yay he's back:D

just go die lah.

2007-10-03T18:33:00.000+08:00

ZOMGWTF

2007-09-27T16:35:00.000+08:00

the internet hasnt been canceled.
past few days were alright. had three tests and went to van's house yesterday to study.
anyway its thursday already. p.e was ok. hit shijie's face with the slammed ball.. other than that, did almost nothing..
and ive found a job at toa payoh for after exams.
ok byebye.
im tired of what i think.

2007-09-22T21:43:00.000+08:00

hello again.
its been almost week.
exams blah blah .. i gotta work extra hard if i wanna get promoted. cos im not like those smartypants in the class. im nearer to the other half that is somehow classified as the too dumb to be in 3h yah.. thankfully, schools been tolerable. b's comment gave me a glimpse of hope to passing still. and ive lost all hope for emaths. ive lost it for chinese long time ago so nevermind that.. hopefully my amaths would do okay. then going to orchard and their very nice house with his patience every sat wouldnt go to waste. oh and there is the revival of bubbles and paper aeroplanes. whee!

yesterday, got caught by npc for not going chapel. but whattheheck lah. and went to riverwalk. the zone meeting ended at almost eleven. reached home around 12. plus, had to get up early for tuition.at orchard. so im not looking forward to anymore zonemeetings.
to top it off, the talk today about shifting and reshuffle got me ugh.. a new cell group perhaps, with people more my age? thats alright but... sunday service?! whoopeedoo. my only day to sleep late.poof its gone.. hopefully i'll find every acceptable reason i can think of to go for saturday's one since my laziness/resting cant be any good of an excuse. ive got nothing in mind yet to give.
so much for trying not to grumble. aside those stuff, there might be no more internet at home. thanks to that moronic idle life person.

okay so im not being any much of a positive person but hardly anyone is gonna read this so mind as well lah. there seems to be alot going on.

gd lck for eoy.s

2007-09-17T17:01:00.000+08:00

hello myself.
i forgot to bring my wallet, foolscap paper, and most imptly.. my spects. so i looked like some dumb blur shit trying to see whats on the board for the whole day. plus sitting at the back doesnt really help hee.. anw lit test today went okay. i'll probably get my usual crappy below averaged marks. i finally know how to do partial fractions after really long.. dont mock me. and ive yet to complete my chinese compo and history punishment of 4 pages- im halfway thru that. okay. and question. do i look like i wear contact lens? ok nvm.you can ignore my total randomness/-
oh oh and the stupid person who insulted my class. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. like seriously. ----

ok.byebye.ciao.adious.gdluck.allthebest.ganbatte.
i know random-ity is used too much as an excuse. but.aiya who cares lah huh..

2007-09-11T22:04:00.000+08:00

yes! the com can finally work. \
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myall-time-new favourite four words.
i can just die.
mon's chem test was totally screwed. for once i actually thought i get the hang of it -selfdeception. plus my new hair cut seems :/ with short fringe. so stop mocking me. but then, some said i look more cheerful and neat. i now need clips to pin my hair up. never done that in atleast 5 years. and cute is ah- lol im not supposed to be cute.

ok i guess thats enough shit for the time being. gd luck-

2007-09-06T13:13:00.000+08:00

so ytd's chem was okay. it was cold and. i figured i shouldnt say ohmygosh in every sentence cos it gets really irritating. they talk alot. and loud. gah -.-
and went to kfc for dinner with daniel, jt, isabelle, and my bro. daniel's treat(:
and did history till 130 last night. and my notes are not evn half way thru. gah.
my posts are getting boring-ier each time.i know.
-rants-
gad screw it. fcktards-
hate you all.

2007-09-04T18:44:00.000+08:00

hello.
went to ferdi's house yesterday and got my emaths done. and sooneng is genius at it. and his house is seriously wow! went down the slope lol. it was fun yet scary at first. then went to the pasamalam. bought stickers, spongebob magnets and ramly burger. and reyna gave me a lift back:D went home, and got ready to go out again to taka with family. the marriott thing. okay lah.
and today, really wanted to pon band. but i didnt. it was alright. i think we should do drills as a band when everyone knows everything. then it'll be actually fun. but its okay lah, drills today. it was not serious so no one got hurt:P. then went to century square with kat(:
i seem to have misplaced all my worksheets. -.- hope the classrooms arent locked so i can check under my table. chem remedial tomorrow. no band! lol although i think tomorrow's band would be fun-ner compared to today's.
okay, back to studying.
adious.

2007-09-03T11:42:00.000+08:00

random shit
sat -we had a meal that costed 91 bucks for three persons at a italian restaurant. pasta fresca de salvadore or something like that. wheee the food was wow. for the price paid. -airport t2.
sun- went for daniel's graduation from sot! whoopee.
mon- going to f.f's house to study. and also, some marriott hotel preview at 8. wow.

last night couldnt sleep till about 215. stupid lah.
i must remember to mug.

glorianne, no emo-ing. dumb-fk.

wheeeeeeeee.
i dont get this.

2007-08-31T17:19:00.000+08:00

hello.
happy teacher's day to any teacher who might read it.
my eyes were watering today. one eye only. super itchy. anyway, had fun today yeah. got back my results slip. i failed two subs:D only. i had a feeling i would fail like 4. aiya but most are border line. this sept hols i shall mugg like i never before. anyway(: went to primary school after. and jolynn is still the same retarded girl:D lol went to kfc with spastics without gracew and that retard. then went home. i gotta go for the concert thing later. so tempted not to go but i already paid 10bucks. okay thats all. oh and i liked 3G's dance alot:D they danced really really well lah. ok thats all. tuition tomorrow. oh and mambo doesnt have parascite or how u spell it! its just ezema i think. so he has to wear the big thing around the neck. he looks cute it it though.
ok byebye! happy hols

hope you'll feel better

2007-08-28T19:04:00.000+08:00

hello!
the two days that has passed seemed pretty alright.
well on monday, lunched with mdmlow and spastics at astar(: and really slacked the whole day home.
and today, we presented our bio project:D whee! jasmine was the human diagram. her idea of roleplay((:that smartgirl. anyway after school, we talked for about one and a half hour. and reyna, read! if you so happen to pop by lah. i cried today. and for the fact that im not one who cries, it seemed a big deal to me. i was pretty much shocked that i cried. if you didnt know, reyna cried first. then followed by the rest of us. as in all of spastics that were there. there and then, i realised that i am truly blessed with real good friends like them, knowing that hey, ive got you're back. oh man, that was one emotional time.

(we went talking two nights ago.
then she said ' i know you miss *****' and its okay to cry that kinda stuff.
then i went like if i didnt cry ten years ago, isn't it harder to cry ten years later?
as stupid as it seems, its really.. :/)

ah anyway, today's talk with them was not only a wake up call for him, but also, for me. hell yeah i wanna do well. so im really gonna study like shit cos i failed emaths really badly. and believe me thats just one that i know. the rest are also equally shit marks i guess.

alright i guess thats enough shit for the day. all the best to you and your life! byebye.

2007-08-25T23:25:00.000+08:00

hello.
friday was slacked. chem-tests for cations, eng-marked 3j's vocab test. by the looks of it, i think i got 2marks for mine. anyway maths n amaths were alright. and chinese was woohoo. crapped nonstop with the back people again. talking to jaired about french. lol my name name cannot say with the accent:/ and also, xo!:D [xo-rianne!] i think. then stayed back in school till late. i realised that i said i wanted to ponn chapel like 3 weeks ago but never did. thats surprising.
and today,went to school. woohoo grad ~~night~~ noon. it was fun yeah. and tiring cos of the preparations. but i think we had a good time yeah!overall lah. the sound for the video was whacked:/ but anyway, all was alright. then after dinner, cleared up, and went to the hall. it seemed like a 'compulsory' thing. but in the end, i think i had my load of fun there lah. then left at 9plus with my sis, and just nice, my mom came to pick us up at ew1's interchange. yay!

alright. my eyes have been like swollen for the past few days.. oh! and mambo scratched himself at his neck and got himself a wound :/

goodnight! im going to jasminehia's house tomorrow to do bio project! whee.

2007-08-23T19:03:00.000+08:00

hello.
its thursday already. time flies pretty fast when i least notice it.
well this week was packed with tests and meetings. had a test for every subject this week, i think. i dont know whats wrong with me and my ionic equations. my charges are always wrong. highlights i guess
monday: chem&lit&chinese test
tuesday: history&emaths&a's log&bio test . plus church prayer meeting after school that lasted till 1020pm.
thursday: socialstudies&english and oral
todays oral was screwed. but its okay i guess. chinese&me=mebeingstupid. no surprise. was talking before our turns. about our future and all. its pretty fun imagining things like that, but pretty much wasted if we did die tomorrow. eh gad,what on earth am i saying -.-
anyways, after that left for tm with spastics. then i left for home. tired like shit. and my eyes today was ouch and itchy. oh vball was fun:) although i cant play it. okay, now ive got ussw to complete. but before i go,
happy 15th birthday fiona!
happy 15th birthday basia!
have a beautiful wondrous year ahead:D
yeah, i know its the Os.. but anyway, yeah!

byebye

2007-08-18T15:13:00.000+08:00

hello.
ive decided im not going to church today. i'll stay home and accompany my sis:D aiya but need to go tmr. :/
well anyway, just came back from tamp. ikea actually..
first-went to school for band meeting. then after that left school for ikea. and when i was on my way home, i realised i needed to get something from there also.. neway, went with maggie, simon, sooneng n adam. not bad lah. oh and 'optimus leg' is like wth. i dont like her. how come she band in-charge ah? i see no bright future.. thats all. theres atleast 5 tests nextweek. how nice. and stupid ussw. yep.
oh wait-fridaayy! school was fun:D okay lah. npc never come so chinese was woo-hoo! went crapping with the back people(: and abidah's lesson seemed to last forever. annalim is :/ . cd1 must really suck for the other half of the class.she talks alot. did practical ph value for chem. and chapel was okay. even though i wanna pon.
okay. byebye.
i blog too much.
glorianne,cut down..

i hope you will feel better.

2007-08-16T18:03:00.000+08:00

hello.
today was alright.fun rather.
played vball for p.e. finally! that was pretty much enjoyable. but missed deanna:/
anyway, we managed to postpone 2 tests cos of the biotech fair-ss and eng. so yay
and abidah scolds us for the slightest reasons.ugh- the freakinglishly easy ussw topic gave me a blow. well everything to do with family does. not that i dont have a good one but.. ah i just dont like it. stuup-ed.
and bio was hella fun. one hour of slack at library:D and i was such a bad ass.. i laughed like no one's business.. but. i likeee!
then after school,lunched, and then to creativity hall for maths. with reynaa:D she is another smart one. then to band room.for the auditions. left early cos my mom came cos my sis twisted her leg. kinda wanted to stay on, but who could resist going home and a free ride, and being saved from what was coming? not me definately.
alright. its another one of my hell-bad-but-enjoyable-days.
gah-.-

2007-08-14T21:21:00.000+08:00

caught the terrible flu after history-.- which lasted the whole day. flunked bio test again. and sexuality education was stupid..
deanna aint coming tomorrow.she got the bio thing. so that leaves me to rot at the back. :D but i wanna pon school. gah-
stupify!!

2007-08-13T16:43:00.000+08:00

hello! today's weather is bloody hot. esp at the back. its totally stuffy and uncomfortable. and randy wears double layer. he is pro. loved last night's weather. it was the best. drastic climate change.i dont know what im saying.
but anyway, i'll tell you my all-greatchem test marks! ionic equations- 0/12 i forgot to put all the charges in every question. so there we go! all wrong. :/ oh bloody hell. fcuk lahh!! oh dammit. who doesnt put charges in ionic equations? duh-.- the other one was equally bad. 9.5/25. and i got 1/2 sympathy mark. its like extra bad. gawd doofus man. wow wow whee wahh. i got 17/40 for eng compre. and jackie got like 27/40. wth.. anyway, atleast i understand amath trigo. oh we just love drawing graphs, dont we?
god i dont know whats wrong with me. i laugh at my stupidity when i see my horrendous marks. and i stay away from nice people. wierd much-
oh and to think i said that girl was innocent... hahahahahahahahah.. i so take it back..
oh by the way, do we spell 'damn it' as damnit or dammit when typed as one word. cos like damnit its like ' dam-nit' when said. youve got the right to ignore me:D

we are all gonna die.
i volunteer myself first.

2007-08-12T19:55:00.000+08:00

9 aug-
they said central park performance went well, i guess it did. even though i screwed up.partially.
then went home and slept like a pig. then we went to uncle aaron,aunty lydia,amanda and lemuel s' house! for potluck. and their house is wow. met up with our childhood friends(: its been a reall long time since we gathered together like that. missed those days yeah. enjoyed myself.had my load of fun:D
10 aug-
woke up early for tuition at orchard. trigo baby.. we had it in the japanese room. its wahlah cool! the low wooden table and the mat/floor. then headed to tampines mall. ate at pizza hut with bro and kat. mommy came later cos someone was in a&e . we had the cheese thing and thin crust thing. ate till we could eat no more.. then we watched rush hour 3 :D its really nice. a must.should- watch show.
11 aug-
woke up early for band. im the reporter-dota. i dont know what i should sound like. i dont like to act for skits anyway. im not much of a good one either. still hating it though. left halfway cos i couldnt take it any longer. then went home.slept like a pig again. then went to church. a.r benard. pretty good. 'cept that i was tired.
and today, woke up arnd 1040.. caught the last part of 7th heaven. pretty much slacked the whole day.and i forgot to bring back my comprehension and 1100 words book so im pretty much dead for english. oh and have i said that i really dont like-maybe hate my english-hottempered unresonably-irritating-not-to-mention-really-short-teacher? hahaha. and oh! bio test tmr. gonna go to the airport to send someone off later. he is going back to UK! gahh. glorianne, dont be jealous.
school tomorrow.. im losing it.

-/edit-
back from airport. said goodbyes.took shots.
and saw a hot dude with a surfboard. :D

2007-08-08T21:22:00.001+08:00

hello. today was pretty much alright. celebrations were okay-compared to usual school time table. the ice thingy kinda made my stomach sick :/ walked abit. but sat most of the time. vids were boring. except hossan leong's:D then band... it was an overall big improvement. but im an exception. nervous like shit lah. tomorrow how... gahhh
anyway then we went to prata shop, and then basketball. -fun.

i wonder what happens afterlife.

2007-08-07T22:55:00.001+08:00

hello(:
i seem to be blogging everyday. but i cant help my boring complaining posts.\
neways, school today was alright i guess. tuesdays are the days which i get pissed for the slightest reasons. so today is an exception.
amaths was fun with jackie standing at the back.although he sits infront of me and im right at the back.
it was hilarious. hall programme was alright.
then there's band. i so screwed up and sim was clearly upset with me too :/
shawnling came back and taught after band. there is still hope!
but thursday is the day when my face falls to the ground. i imagine it to be really bad and embarrassing. ive got to use brass mallets so everyone can hear my mistakes, its crystal clear. thats for mallets. and id be playing drumset too.for one song. so, be at my funeral, after the performance at tampines central park. should be around 12. the face would be collected at 1045 am. there would be free peanuts too.

after band,stayed back till about 7. then headed back. freakin 293 took a long time to come. so i decided to take mrt back. but walah! there was a disruption from tampines to pasir ris. so had to walked back to the interchange and take 3. oh and i saw peiyun and grace at the mrt station. heard that someone jumped down. wahlao. stupid stupid stupid. thats 2 people in 2 weeks- of all that i heard only lah. and bus 3 was fully packed. with all my books in one hand, and band uniform in the other. tired like shit. and the shirt for tmr stinks real bad.

but anyway, good day!:D

2007-08-06T17:27:00.000+08:00

today was hot.
slept in amaths.
log test was screwed. so was chem's ionic equation.
at the back was hot and stuffy:/
and thanks diane for helping me with graphs.
hist test tmr. hopefully not amaths surprise test.

i'll just forget whatever i said the day before yesterday.
i dont think its suppose to mean anything anyway.
im back to myself who talks link-less lame nonsense .

2007-08-05T12:05:00.000+08:00

alright so my last post wasnt that nice.but seriously lah.i cant stand it.

anyways, sat's fop was good!(:
didnt go for friday's one.
maybe i'll go later .

chem test tomorrow- ionic equations.
i think ive got 2 choices. retain or drop.

im so screwed that im contradicting myself.
damn.

2007-08-03T15:49:00.000+08:00

hello. school today was okay.
after school sucked-alot.
and i swear. this is my last time going for chapel. i shall be a good girl and pon chapel all the way.
i see no good reason for me to go anyway. its a total waste of time. im really gonna cut down my time with people who only talks to me when they wanna know if i wanna go for prayer meetings or like other christianic stuff. say it one time too much and i'll seriously backslide. puh-lees dont try to be too religious dammit/-
oh and i got pretty much shocked at what he said. he said i said fuck shit and damn it altogether during band one time oudly but he didnt know when., wah did i? cant rmb. and also, that i look very oh-nice and not at all vulgar and doesnt copy work.then when i say all those words, they were shocked. eh fuck. thats cos you havent seen me like that. im not all nicey nice. infact, im probably the worst girl you ever met.there! ive said it. grr idiots. apparently you spoiled my mood for the entire day-so it gets bad to worse. oh and jasmin made a pretty nice poem!seriously. so this is when i say ive got serious attitude problem. see? cant say i didnt warn you,fag. .

i need to buy a punching bag,seriously...

2007-08-02T22:46:00.000+08:00

hello.
ive screwed up all my tests, thats for sure.
and mambo has a sore eye):
so now he isnt as playful. found him outside the window just now.
well thats safe for me cos then i wont get chased by him. but still, he is so cute :/

and school today was alright i guess.
p.e was okay.played cb. -captains ball lah.
i was still camping even though i decided to block them.
my motivation for their free show at that time was useless :/
oh and deanna flew!lol and kirby plays pro. randy is a good defender! and actually, james CAN catch well! so ss was boring. went to comp lab for bio(: and had a free show after school. found some parts abit dumb, but it was overall hilarious.-free entertainment. then went for maths remedial.was fun!
then played bb with usual people except deanna and gracew plus fahmi. once again, i think i laughed more than i played(: i love camping..

okay.thats all.i just finished the powerpoint.it looks ugly but wth lah. tomorrow is f.o.p. be there at 530. im shagged. oh and i havent finish 2 weeks of amaths tuition homework :/
fag.

:D

2007-08-01T21:14:00.000+08:00

hello(:
monday-was good! i wasnt against the world:D
tuesday-its not really usual that i get moody.do i? the world sucked that day.
with band, i cant exactly say i love it even more.
wednesday-middle day. its alright i guess. chem-lim teaches okay. but i still find him chee kopek and just :/ . so i still dont like him.
and i got kinda woken up today. i guess i actually do want the band to do well. i mean who doesnt lah.point is, i realised how much we deteriorated.its alot.and because i havent been really a good senior cos i was :X with the band already-the leadership and all the people who made it like that. and our discipline is going down like no one's business.
oh and i think i screwed my drum part eh. its easy but yet, nervous for me. stuped- fag.
byebye
-bullshiting is my talent.
gah goodday(:

2007-07-29T22:35:00.000+08:00

random talk.
i havent studied for tmr's ss test. gd lk to me.

borad makes me laugh.although its stupid.

i finally come to a conclusion that im not gonna have a ___ cos of all that ive seen/heard:D plus i dont think we'd be living till that long.
so thats goood news and also, its been about ten years now eh.a decade! thats long.wierd thing s' that it seemed like just yesterday.
its a miracle i still have a sound mind. most of the times.alright. some..

oh wait. ytd service was good! i meant after the service-deliverence ministry. once again, i went hopeing to be prayed and laid hands for.(and i tried imagining how i would react when i got prayed by one of them. like i would scream like those really scary high pitched ones, or like keep on sobbing, or maybe i need people to pin me on the floor cos i keep on struggling..) then when they annonunced the altar calls for the various problems. none of them suited me-.-
so once again, i witnessed lotsa cool stuff. heard many screams. feeling the sudden wind was kinda scary thou. and like you never know when the person infront of you is gonna fall back..
but keeping on praying and worshiping really helps and built up the atmosphere. oh last year, we had the same thing.and the girl infront of me suddenly fell back, and kept coughing.screams maybe? that i cant rmb. but it was my best close up experience.
devils and demons,im gonna cast you ouutt!
that gotta be awesome. someday, im gonna be like both my parents.they both had good experiences.. everyone that went forth came back in tears.

and happy first year spastics.

2007-07-27T23:29:00.000+08:00

hello.
today was okay. racial harmony day! i didnt wear my costume till after school for band photo. which lasted like 5 minutes cos i came in late :/
but the costume that i borrowed was nice! borrowed from reubben(: but seeing me wearing it might just spoil the whole image. i wouldve upload the image i took here, but nahh... it'll be too risky. okay, after schol/band, got fetched by my mom. and went to popeyes at airport with my family:D then went home, stoned, and went for cellgroup. finally, no more at riverwalk. yeesss! at simei.then went home and saw two hot angmoh guys. i thought one looked like wentworth miller from prisonbreak though.

-the rest got deleted cos i realized it was stupidfied.-

2007-07-25T23:32:00.000+08:00

hmm.
hello today was okay.
finally went for the shss/chc prayer meeting. at 730am(:
i woke up okay.
school was alright. lessons were usual. randy kept calling me elizabeth -_- . and after school we had the maths comp thing. lasted till 3.15.
then went for band. and yeah, like some predicted, its gonna fall. after band, i was hella pissed.
no offence..but i dont know why but i find it quite irritating when larry scolds people, he cries afterward.. its like -.- .. i mean its if you wanna scold, you gotta be tough. and like crying after u scold is.. gah i dont know how to say it. but shows that you're weak? nah it came out wrong. but yeah. like you wanna show that you are really strong and scold, then dont cry lah. dont burst out aftwrd.. all the things the upper heads said they wanted to do didnt do it before. larry is some random name lah.. so i stayed back a little while after band. then decided to go home cos it was getting late and show was over. i sound like some mean shit delighting over people's sadness. gah i cant help it... like i said, ive got serious ap.
okay.i just got back my cool-.- tuition at orchard tmr! and i havent exactly got a costume for rhd on friday. im just typing this cos im waiting for the music to sync..
now i shall sleep.
happiness to all..

2007-07-24T21:20:00.000+08:00

i think i like my section.everyone in it.surprisingly...
so we got more singapore songs to play during band for nd..
and now my aunty/maid is like having pms. :/
you know how it goes lah.
and i realised ive got quite abit of ap. but i kinda enjoy giving these few people attitude.
shit im getting bad-der each day.
its time i should grow up huh..
ok so now i shall go stare at the ceiling and pretend to do my work.
gd day'(:

2007-07-23T16:25:00.000+08:00

i liked yesterday's and today's weather alot:D
last night's one was chilly! cold and wet- the perfect weather.
anyway, i still think mrlim is ckp.. and i cant stand it.. amaths and lit was kinda fun. fell asleep during chinese even thou msquah was sitting beside me-.-

and
happy 15th birthday pauline!
thanks for being a greaat friend! and have a great great year ahead!:D

2007-07-21T21:59:00.000+08:00

hello.
friday: school seemed nice. english was crap. i think she :/ . both maths and amaths were okay. half an hour only.. had chem spa and i forgot how to do mole calculation.. and chinese was fun! well thats just because we were talking throughout the lesson. [jaggerjack]. then had cd, and went for chapel. i think the guy is boring.when he shared. after that, mom fetched me with bro and sis. and we went to changi. ate subway there, and then went to the beach.the view was nice. and we sat on the swing, so we kinda got sick. abit no brains lah but still, its rare we go out like that so mind as well lah. enjoyed there! after that, went back home and got ready to go out to riverwalk for zone meeting.again. this time we didnt walk pass thru all the pubs (which i very much wanted to) cos my bro decided not to cos the other time when we were walking pass thru to go home, there was this westerner who got drunk i think, and almost banged us. he is tall and wasnt walking straight. so anyway, we finally got there and i couldnt wait to get home. it was boring.. dead boring. cos now change to adult zone. and im not liking it. its boring and irrelevant.. they continued with their premarital counselling lessons-.- BORING! i was like doodleing all the way. they talked about stuff which i alrdy knew.. common sense. duh. plus ive got my mom at home to teach my eveything i need to know. and its not like im gonna become until like that, so jialat. so i wasted like 3+ hours there. it was looong . and i dont find their jokes funny. ended arnd 10.30. got home around 11.45.

and today, woke up at 930 and got ready for tuition. at orchard. quite okay. after that, went to wheelock place to get my bag, and headed for airport cos still got time, then expo. church wasnt that bad. word was good! met a new guy at the bus stop:D bro's drama ministry friend. and he thought i was kidding when i told him i was sec 3. i kinda like his slang thou.. neways mom finally came and we headed for changi again. but then headed home cos it was very crowded..
ive yet to do amaths geometry and elit writeup. the cable tv box got faulty so i guess it helps to lessen my distraction.. but i get to miss csi supreme sunday .. rahh..
okay, its long. byebye. (:

pictures!

2007-07-18T21:27:00.000+08:00

hello
tried to change the skin.and obviously failed.
haha neways, i didnt go band yesterday. since i alrdy didnt go sch,it'll be a wasted trip since band started at 330.(:
today was slack. tyl didnt come. chinese was okay.didnt really listen, and i dont get maths bearings.. nvr go sch ytd so i missed that. went for nsw after sch. then for band. it was alright lah. i think my sl isnt that that bad lah..he gave me drumset part. it was super easy, but i had no guts.. -.- it gets nervous when i gotta play for the band. usual, afraid that it'll screw up. so my junior played it for me.. i know, disgrace. but what the hell. some are better than you in a way, even younger ones:D and i realise my all my sec one juniors are actually kinda cute.. sec 2 also lah actually.. then after band, went home with my sis. subway first, then bus 3 home. i think thats all. byebye. ive got history test tmr :/
cheers'

2007-07-17T13:20:00.000+08:00

ponned school today:D but il be going for band aftward.
so i skipped nsw, one hr of history and amaths((:
mommy allowed me to!
went to ikea for breakfast/lunch with mom bro godpa and steve:D
they go back today.
i wanna go back with them. its snowy and nice there.. gah its nz.

cold war ended(:
and i stop being a bitch today.
one and a half days of being a bitch was ... ...
fun yet uncomfortable.. -.-

this song says it all.. i likee

finally, -smiles-

2007-07-16T18:07:00.000+08:00

happy 15th birthday, deannaaaaa
hope you enjoy your day:D

haha. she is the only reason im happy today.
cos every other thing sucked..seriously
i think im beginning to love my friends more more more.
cos without family, friends come next..
its now cold war at home.. gah gah gah.
sometimes i hate being a pastor's kid.
oh! and ive got back my shoe..
i pissed my aunty/ maid off:D im proud of myself actually..
i said: you're not my mother blah blah. then she burst off saying: fine fine! do whatever you want. i am not your mother. then next time you want anything dont ask me. then she stormed in the store room and took the plastic bag, inside all the shoes, then went back to the kitchen and slammed the door.. the way she said it was like she really was my mother.. -.- but i cant believe i was so blind to miss the big red plastic bag..once again, my sister is siding me.. so its me and my sis, against the adults in the house. cos all of them seems to be the saints here.

oh. we went to pizza hut after school(: with spastics and fahmi.. another thing that made me smile(: oh and i screwed up my emaths test, again.. gah gah.

best to you! wah si bei long ..
--edited--

2007-07-15T19:32:00.000+08:00

hello.
friday-
went to kampong senang with deannavikishuwen :D
it was alright(: we did gardening-cut leaves.. and the uncle asked me to tuition his p6 kid maths,which i still dont know if its a boy or girl.. he kept talking to me yada.. then after that, we went inside. i left there at 3.30 for family outing. sorry,didnt do much there .. so i went back to school to buy socks, but the lady siad the uncle go home alrdy. so went back with damp socks.. but not so bad lah, only abit..

saturday-
slept for 12 hours:D saw the doctor around 11. and my eyes scared me.. when i woke up, i lost my right-eye double eyelid. yeah, i freaked out abit.. then my godfather told me to put ice water n cotton wool on it or cucumber.. it helps:) my right double eyelid came back:D -fastforward..blah blah went to church and angie gave us make-up cell..stop- my bro and i went to changi airport.. saw two really hot guys on the train. ofcorse they are angmoh! muscular, handsome.. just hot lah:D then walked around,waited for my mom and sis to come and then we had dinner at popeyes:D then went home. we ordered the movie from demand tv, but me and my sis fell asleep after family devotion. so we missed it :( it was something on zombies i think, according to my aunty.. horror type.

and today, woke up at 9. early... ... but managed to watch 7th heaven at 10 on channel 5. :D love it! then went out to tamp. and to deanna's house:D played guitar hero.. man its fun!! booya!:D haha then left there arnd 645? i think.. mommy ask me go home.saw graced on the way(: then i wanted to cross the road. but the bus was about to leave e bus stop. so ran to the other one. just nice,got in(: then alighted one stop b4 interchange, and bus 3 just came.. the end- aiya, just trying to say its hella good timing!(: '
havent really studied this week.. (:
and yeah,its really falling apart :/
gah whatever :D

oh! just ignore this part. i wanna rant :X
im starting to really dislike my aunty.aka.maid. she is like my mother lah. no wait,correction.. worst than my mother. walao, eversince she came back, she has the im-your-boss-so-you-better-do-whatever-i-say-or-else... but its totally different when it comes to my mom or other people that comes. then she has the i-am-all-so-nice face. so when i came home, i asked where my shoes were. and she says: i dunno. i ask u keep then u dont want. and i went: wah fuck lah. nobody ask u keep wad. what the hell. she spoilt my mood, totally..
plus, i was getting sleepy cos of the medicine.. drowsy side effects..
one more thing before i go,
happy potter isnt all that nicey nice.. its only okay.. less than 3 hrs. and hardly any fighting. only like the part where the girl wave her wand and all the glass balls start crashing down. that was gah-gah...
i think gah-gah. should be my new word if i cant think of any to describe it:D

wah this is so long..
have a good week ahead to whoever who reads this!
byebye.

26-07-07 :D

2007-07-12T20:56:00.000+08:00

hello(:
today, p.e- i dodged a ball when im supposed to catch it -_- captains ball.. so stupid.
but it was fun!i liked the watching part..
and social studies was a total waste of time.. i dont like her face.
and the rest wasnt that bad.
i still think the chem relief-ah lim is chek ko pek.. or however u spell it.
he spent our homeroom time talking about chem experimental stuff(ytd la)..
and his face is just so cheekopek-ish. and the way he talks is just :/ .
i just dont like his face lah.. i see his face very bu shuang.. XD
anyway, after school, had crpp.. which i think again, is a total waste of time. surveys are just wasting time. esp those who have strongly disagree, disagree, slighty disagree, slighty agree, agree, strongly agree.. in short, i think its stuupid.. then, went for emaths remedial. we just did a worksheet. the teacher told us the answers were with the photocopying lady, so kirby and i went down to get it. kirby's got confiscated cos the teacher saw it.. haha. then he went to get another one. then after 315, the teacher return him back.. so after after that, we went to macs! talked talked:D then basketball! its been a looong time.. i think i laughed more than i played:D haha it was fun! then went bubbletea-ing. then headed home. my day ended well:D
i dont feel like doing my homework...

cheers''
thankful for spastics!!

2007-07-09T20:52:00.000+08:00

hello.
today, lit and english was the fun-nest. i think lit is getting nicer and we did the debate thing for english.. and james' lamaeility is overwhelming.
finally made my ic today :D tomorrow is the last day,but have band. yup, last minute again. waited long for it.. approx one hour. and i forgot to bring my reliable source of entertainment today... gah.
neways, we had band meeting after school. supposingly to discuss but i was doin my last weeks's amaths work. cos got no one to copy from, i had to do it.. this one need to thank jolene and soon eng for helping me :D
once again, i shall end like this - the schools are once again screwed because we've got one test per day from tuesday to thursday. its not like im actually gonna study and pass but i just dont like the tests stuff.. X/
but anyways, gd luck to all who suffers tests.

haha byebye.
changed song. back to the ultimate! .. :D
oh and i wonder if people actually read this cos i find it boring.. i know i tend to have boring posts here.. sorry..

2007-07-05T20:37:00.000+08:00

hello. school today was
just like every other day. nothing special..
it seems like the atmosphere in school spells s-l-e-e-p.
gah and the weather is bloody hot.. plus no fan at the back..
anyway, i dont like singapore schools.. i think its so no-life. but then again, maybe its just me lah.. i need to do emaths. test tmr.. maybe im gonna pon school tomorrow.
ah gotta go to riverwalk tomorrow. sighh so far. shucks now theres zone meetings every month? -complaints- and ive got itchy eyes :/

but still,
its good to see you smile.
let the fire burn in your eyes.

2007-07-02T22:43:00.000+08:00

just came back.
went to watch die hard. its hella nice too..
the car ride home sucked.
total silence. apparently, trying to lighten up the mood doesnt help for times like this.
thats what you get when the fam- is incomplete.
and my sis fell on the escalator. the cut is hella deep. cut thru the insides..
this is to my sis, katrianne.. im here for you..always. love
ive got 5 more pages to complete 20 page history punishment.
yay me.

im not gonna find you anymore. when you come, im done waiting..
and. big girls dont cry.. screwed girls like me..

2007-07-01T14:11:00.000+08:00

just saying...

TRANSFORMERS ROCKS!!
hella nice!:D

2007-07-01T01:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY PHRYNE!!
this is now one day late, but really, may you have the greatest year yet! =D
loves,
me.

one more thing before i go.
thanks fiona deanna graced gracew reyna peilin xinying.
i enjoyed today(:

goodnight'!

2007-06-26T19:55:00.000+08:00

this is just another time im procrastinating. wasting my time away, not doing my homework.. i cant help it.
neway, school today was another day of wasting time. im totally screwed for history, bio wasnt too bad, ss was boring, assembly was okay okay, couldnt see emaths and amaths stuff cos i forgot to bring my specs.. plus, the weather was hot, and there is no fan at the back.. sleepy, totally.. to add on, we had band today.. and i slept during it.. couldnt help my eyes.. tired like shit lah. ive got to do history notes.. and amaths holiday assignment,hopefully..
i am one screwed girl.. byebye

2007-06-25T16:22:00.000+08:00

first day of school! sem 2. its alright lah. im still slacking though. npc changed our places.. not mine lah. since she shifted denise, i thought i was totally surrounded by guys.. but then she shifted jackie with johan. so now atleast ive got two gays around, so it isnt as bad.. gay #1-randy and gay #2-jackie.. haha. its kinda fun.. randy-gossips.. haha:D and jackie-um im not sure, ultimate ghey-ness?

oh and im finally fifteen. its about maybe 1/5 of an average life span without any sickness like dengue and no accidents on the way.

oh and thanks graced :D love it.
and thanks to those who wished me=)
loves spastics.

2007-06-23T00:14:00.000+08:00

back! this is gonna be a long post.
neways. trip there was great! and no, we didnt go to disneyland.. no time although we had free passes ): they say its half the size of tokyo's and since we went there already,encouraged not to go. but it was exactly a decade ago :/ but still, it was nice lah. did shopping, walked alot, ate quite a fair bit :D . and we headed to the borders of china, shenzhen. which was a total waste of our time cos we didnt see anything we liked and its really unsafe. so we took the train back, and. witnessed a theft. the guy was middle aged with short body, short hair, and has a buldging tummy..but he can run.. victim was a westerner and, everything happened so fast. the fat man ran past me and i did nothing to help. i could atleast stick my leg out.. oh and the policeman who was i think supposingly to catch him, was like walking after him.. no running at all.. hell man..
the only thing memorable there was the nice friendly waiter at starbucks :D he is really nice. yeah handsome too.. haha the flight back was great! had turbulance so it felt really fun and bumpy:D except the fact that the food wasnt really nice.
landed back, and went home, got showered, and headed to school.band camp. everything sucked since i came back.. seriously sucked ass.. please call me stupid. reached around 8. watched movie, discussed blah blah.. yeah, slept at 2 plus.. woke up at 530. sweet. damn tired lah. night before was playing sabotuer with really cool people there till about 230 in the morning haha.. overall camp was okay. draining. after we were dismissed at 5, went home, showered, and bro asked me to leave the house for cell. early. cos he had to get the stuff for the bbq. then,i got pocky.. stupidly continued to eat in the train after my bro told me not to twice. cant help a hungry and tired girl. and this fucktard sitting opposite me scolded me. said like: why are u eating in the train? we are highly educated people blah blah so please dont embarrass yourself. if you want to eat please get out of the train.. yeah yeah my fault..wadeva lah. embarrased? hell no. only fucked thing was that i was wearing sec3 camp shirt with sch logo. yeah and my wonderful brother had to rub it in. gee thanks man.
neways finally reached simei. caught up with van. and i gotta say thanks for being there and listening to me. and sorry couldnt make it for wed's ice-skating )= as much as i wanted to ice skate agaiiiiiin.. heard u had a bad day too that day..but thanks :D
bbq was good. watched barrior (sp?) 13. a french show actually. and 2 cool guys. its action packed:D loved it. then cleared up, took 5 home. and now, i shall sleep. ive got limited time for slumber cos i gotta wake up by 1130 latest. got amaths tuition at 1230 i think. seeya takecare.

-deleted-you're too late:D

2007-06-17T23:34:00.000+08:00

my 201st post :D
yeah i think i post alot..
neways came back from van's house .
they got really good home cooked food there.
and i think the cat burned alot of fats today. he loves the laser.

i'd be leaving for hongkong tomorrow :D
and miss the first part of camp for thursday..
hehe byebye.

2007-06-16T23:27:00.000+08:00

hello(:
went to marina square today with my aunty. watched shrek 3 and lunched at sakae sushi, walked around abit, and went to galero (sp?) for waffles:D
then headed to expo. kinda forgot that it was at hall one, not hall eight xp . and hall one is really really cold.. i think they should built a ice-skating rink in one of the expo halls:DD
after service, went to east point to eat. we were supposingly supposed to eat at the coffee shop, but then cecilia and amos wanted to check out long john silvers.. so my bro and i went along:D its airconed too. then went to east point to walk abit, and then took bus 5 home.
screw the homework.

takecare'

2007-06-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

disneyland, here i come! hongkong lah. but still..
and..
WE LOVE FAMILY GUY!

once again, i am so screwed.
but
im going to watch shrek 3 tomorrow.

byebye;)

2007-06-14T16:09:00.000+08:00

wah i am shagged.
these 2 days went back to coos to help my mom out in the music workshop. totally tired. oh but i watched fantastic 4 : rise of the silver surfer as well [someone had an extra ticket]. its nice!
and i realised i havent completed any of my holiday assignments.. wow wow whee wah .
now im gonna play final fantasy on the game cube.. we were supposed to play 2 nights ago, but then there was csi . .. and all the nice shows on teevee.. haha
so once again, i am so screwed.
take care.

2007-06-11T22:21:00.000+08:00

i just found out my sister was using my acc to do stuff on friendster. pfft. :/
but then. she apologized :x
so this is just retarded.

im bored and homework makes it worst.
the cat is going for a jab tomorrow.
and my the other ankle is starting to hurt like crap now and i shall be anti-social tomorrow and start on my holiday arsedignments. god please help me.
oh and i watched the best of mtv music awards.. and all the censored sounds made my day=D
i am so screwed..

2007-06-08T23:25:00.000+08:00

was like 45 minutes late for hip hop today. couldnt pull myself off the bed :/
haha but it was good lah. everyone there knows how to dance.definitely with me as an exception la haha. then went to tampines mall with mom and bro.we ate at PHINS! its really yummy. thats if you like steaks and stuff,the western kind. and we went to watch pirates of the carribean. again for me:D haha but not them lah. and i think orlando bloom is really handsome(: then went home to take bible and then went cellgroup. yeah it was good. then took off with jasmine and bro..
so hip hop practice tomorrow at 9. at philwinds concert at night. with a supposingly combined section outing with trombone around 430 :D haha. no church for me this week. sunday morning is the competition.
but anyway, i think that we should have a student union in school.
heh night!

2007-06-05T22:49:00.000+08:00

today was a preety long day.
slept at 2 last night. was talking with my bro and sis. it was hilarious haha.. mommy is still away:/
so woke up at 7 today. went for band till 2 plus with the meetings. and then, hip hop.. now my feet is aching like shit. and the competition is this sunday.. HAHA! i need a plasticbag over my head, with 2 holes for me to see thru.. hip hop-ed till around 5 plus plus. and went to cuzzy's house.. to celebrate josh's birthday. quite fun lah.watched bits of shrek 3 and com-med with vanney.. left around 850 i think for century sq to tighten the screw of my specs with my bro, then went home.. im just waiting for my hair to dry so i can 'pom!' on my bed. ah 7 tomorow.
goodnight!:D

ooh its breaking down alright...

2007-06-04T20:46:00.001+08:00

woke up at one today.
today is yet another day ive wasted watching tv and on the com.
mtv amplified-1/2 hr
mtv hits - 45 min
pop 20 and 10- 1 hr.
ghost whisperer- 1 hr
my wife and kids-1/2 hr
and i think somemore which i forgot..
the checking out from the elearning website isnt all that nice as well..
more homework..
and im trying to memorise this song.

oh band tomorrow..

i think the cat is making me itch.

`good day!

who was i to think that this feeling was ever possible
i tell myself, never again.

2007-06-03T01:02:00.000+08:00

hello! watched the dirty dancing show just now on chnn 5. quite nice actually, dont you think? haha another cool dancing show.. i think they are beginning to show nicer shows on tv.. heh neways went for emerge for abit from 315 to 645.. then took a cab to aunty's place for her birthday.. so left halfway.. haha actually i got nothing to say.. im just bored lah. so this is just the same ole crap.. the cat is scaring me at home these few days :/

i cant wait to grow up and see what my future holds..[random crap] but still,seriously lor:D

haha goodnight!

2007-05-31T22:51:00.000+08:00

hello! i got my first levis jeans today.. thanks mommy! its like really ex lah,even thou got disc.. haha we went to parkway after lunch today.. and got cds! mommy is gonna be away for like 5 days.. =( anyway. i enjoyed today! lunched at sakae sushi at airport:D and had swensens ice-cream cone after that. haha and watched 50 first dates on chn 5 just now.. its like NICE !! i dont know what else to say. i shall go watch teevee.. byebye;)

2007-05-28T23:52:00.000+08:00

hello once again.
came back from movie(: pirates of the carribean. watched with fiona graced peilin reyna xinying deanna :D it was nice. but i thought it was loong. well maybe is because i needed to pee badly..
-.- and i shall not spoil the fun for those who havent watched it yet. but i think its quite sad..
anyway:D before that, hiphop was ---- . so after the movie, went to macs for dinner! and then went home. well, on the way.. i thought about what was going on with me. and so i concluded that i am one blessed girl. even though i dont have what most families have, what ive got is more than enough. plus, all my great friends out there.. then theres my family and God.. and my mom.. oh alright. this is all ive got now. there is band tomorrow. i hope it wont be that bad..
goodnight!

2007-05-27T14:26:00.000+08:00

hello. i wouldnt blame you if u close this window before you read this post..

friday: the forum thing was boring. think msyew saw me sleeping cos i was right infront of her and was dozing off.. then helped npc do the reportbook thing. went to pizza hut with deanna peilin xinying and reyna:D its good.. we used up almost the whole bottle of cheese.. then went to xinying's house.attempted the piano,obviously failed. and then headed for hiphop nyaa thing. joined some dance competition..HAHA me and dance = people get blind.their eyes will spoil. haha after that, went to van's house and showered, bought icecream then went to simei for cg potluck.. the day was damn hot..

saturday: woke up at 645 to go to school for sec3bandmeeting. i shall'nt add on to that..till tuesday. lasted till about 1030. then went home.. slept all the way to 245.cos my brother had to wake me up to go get ready for church.. tired like shit. service was good. slept though. after that, went to 85 for dinner,at bedok. had our bah chor mee and stingray.. we ordered carrotcake atfirst, but after we finished our food the carrotcake didnt come. so we quickly zao cos we were all too full.. haha and i had my fun with dry ice.. seventeen-ed home with my bro.

and for today. suppose to go church again. but overslept:D woke up at 12 today. shall slack the whole day today. tomorrow,hip hop thing at 3.. and pirates of the carribean at 6.. should be lah.
happy hols.
i think cheetah girls 2 is nice.

2007-05-24T16:22:00.000+08:00

alright.so the last post wasnt exactly nice. and so ive come to my realization that.. it isnt your fault..entirely.. and dear friend, its not that i dont think you can lead well.. i know deep in my guts that you can.. and its not you im not happy with..just that i believe everyone should be given equal chances.. obviously some suck at passing down these roles.. and it pisses me off just by thinking that some dont have these chances..
so much for thinking that he was good.. oh and.. i thought some leader once said that everyone can lead? apparently he/she is contradicting herself/himself.. i have a feeling that really, this band is gonna fall apart if these decisions they make are being carried out. it'll only be a matter of time.. but whatever lah.. sometimes people change. nah,thats just bullshit..

i shall now ignore what have been said cos im like whatever.. whats more to talk about?
anyway. sports day yesterday.. and highjump was kinda nice.. dint win anything though.. but it was fun! and today's spiderman 3 was cool.. forgot to bring my wallet today.. how pathetic..

i seem to be getting the im-all-angry and screw-the-world mood :/ so so so pathetic.

2007-05-22T21:26:00.000+08:00

today.. we watched part of remember the titans:D other than that.. the day pissed me off..

cos ive heard the other side of band.. we have come back, again, to the time of the year where they step down and so new posts and everything.. seriously.. as much as i love band and look up to my seniors.. they suck ... what ive heard simply pisses me off cos of all the new postings.. damn why do they only pick people whom they like cos they probably had sucked up to them? i know not every senior is like that so this is just for those who suggested it.. we all know theres 2 types of current sec 3s.. one, those who just love sucking up and most of the time you see them with the seniors.. and two, those who cant be bothered to sucking up because they actually have a life.. apparently those in category one are most of our future leaders huh... and yeah.. some should feel really guilty.. as much as they are my greatest friends of friends.. what justice is there? WAKE UP! i dont really care of having any post now.. cos by the looks of the current ideas of our smart decision makers, i dont really think this band can actually do well in the future with suckups as role models.. then again.. its those who made these decisions, because if i knew who you are, you have been downgraded in my eyes.. seriously.. or maybe its a tradition that the leaving batch dont know how to choose new leaders? well, ive wasted all my time with this, i know it.. but it simply bothers me.. cos im still in the band and yes, it does affect me.. oh and our new sl.. is Ahem.. damn damn.. whatever.. if you, a senior, read this, probably think im just some arsed out bitch but seriously.. imagine it were yourself and you are not those who would care to suck up..
now thats the end of my complaints.. tomorrow is sports day and im gonna go highjump.. wow wow wee wah... i like..... i havent even tried it for once.. man this sucks.. i wanna pon!
hope your life is going good though:D

2007-05-21T11:27:00.000+08:00

hello. im down sick .. started having flu throughout the service yesterday.. so i didnt go for prayer meeting.. , till today
and i think ive got a sore eye too.. how pathetic.. so im not in school:D haha and i wonder if its really good cos today band had to perform for the arts thing during lunch.and i think they are assembling in the band room right about now.. we have to play old songs which probably wont impress other people cos they have heard it already, and its the few same pieces.. but i wonder how is hawaii five o gonna sound like.. cos daniel isnt there and so azfar has to play it.. and they gave a really last minute notice about the performance..on friday.. so no practice for him.. geez that fat ass music incharge.. and speaking of performance, i think msng said something wierd.. something like ' dont take it as a performance or concert. ' but like whenever we play pieces infront of a crowd, isnt it called a performance? well its either one of us that isnt thinking straight.. haha oh and daren shiau is coming today too...
hahahahahahahahahaha . guess i shall just have to miss both of that.. well tell me how it goes!!
i shall met the doc at 12.15. to get an mc.

2007-05-17T21:58:00.000+08:00

wow my greatest achievement is having 8/80 for amaths..
this is so pathetic..
i shall work hard during the june hols.. ah that is what has always been said.
but whatever lah..
neways, got first for the create pro design comp.. its from last year.. plus nicholas.. haha during one lesson, we didnt do our work.. so we kanna same group.. lol but that doesnt matter lah.. that wasnt so bad..although i think the 2nd price was nicer than the first..haha
this is so moronic..

2007-05-16T13:24:00.000+08:00

chalet or , shaleh .. -_-
it was nice haha.. peilin:D fiona:D graced:D xinying:D deanna:D pauline:D reyna:D and me .. missed gracew):
anway, we played cards..went to whitesands for dinner then went back.. had really cool stuff going on! haha switched dares with grace.. tied two ponytails and walk around instead of asking a guy to wear a hairband ... haha and yeah, i do look retardedly spastic.. like some retarded girl .. HAHA! but it was seriously fun:D the cool dares.. we watched house of wax, happy feet, and cadet kelly.. i stayed through house of wax, watched the beginning of happy feet, fell asleep, thenwoke up when they were about to play cadet kelly.. i said yay! but then , i fell asleep after like 5 minutes ... -.- i wished i had'nt sleep thru that show.. haha that show is nice.. well anyway, i slept so soundly.. and snoredXD also got whistle i think..or something like that.. blocknose.. ahhah.. and drank alchohol! lol but mine was really diluted with fruit punch so i didnt get drunk:D my first time lol .. haha and i love them all.. if you see this, thanks for making it a really really great shaleh time :DD yeah i enjoyed it! haha then, had breakfast at macs.. then we headed home.. for me, i walked home(: sometimes i love it when we stay at pasir ris..
oh my.. tomorrow huh .. gonna get back paper.. i know i did not good for chem.. he say he was disappointed .. but yeah overall i passed.. according to him lah.. haha first paper to get back- history.. one chapter! here i come.. and then.. have band after school.. i think promotion day? well i wanna hear the judges comments.. see whats my problem.. and i think the next batch of leaders are mostly obvious.. percussion next sl : junchong.. :D we'll see tomorrow.. ahhaha
`good day!

2007-05-14T19:58:00.000+08:00

finally.. im free!
alright maybe just for a few days..
after the exam today,went to play ball:D haha, yeah as usual..CAMPER:D but got score abit lah haha.. fun! well i changed the skin.. now its abit too plain..but what the heck lah. tomorrow is the chalet! i shall go attempt to convince my mom to let me stay over tomorrow night haha..
oh .. and my specs broke.. haha i think someone sat on it cos it was under some blanket.. time to get a new one.. more money again.. alright i shall go waste my night away:D cheers'

2007-05-09T16:03:00.000+08:00

hello(:
today's chem was like ugh.. i stoned for quite sometime.. and didnt manage to give my best shot.. left the whole c1 question blank... and i kept yawning :/ .. and after that, went to the coffeeshop with the rest, then back to school for lit extra class.. there were only eight people.. kinda pathetic but sometimes small classes are nice.. so quiet.. oh and mr zahari watches naruto and bleach.. wah he is cool! kinda sad that he wont be here in term 3..hah well anyway. tmr's amaths and history.. the thought of having to do seq questions scares me.. i suck big time at it.. seriously.. haha well, yesterday was daddy's birthday.. knew a little bit more about him..he was a great man!
alrighty amaths and history, here i come!
soon it'll be the full release of my ability of spastardedness.. woohoo!
bankai! oh and the catching up of bleach.. ive missed like 4 eps..
haha okay, all the best!

no matter what,i'd still be there. ;D

2007-05-07T16:58:00.000+08:00

hellohello
maths paper was hard. passing would be a miracle for me.. i stoned in bed for almost 2 hours last night [~~happy~~ stoning hour -.-] after studying sec3 work and guessing what would come out .. but wah. alot of sec 2 work got tested... and for chinese paper1.. i finished like after one hour plus.. and then i look around and everyone seemed to be writing something.. so im thinking im gonna fail.. wrote on q2 and 4.. my future. it was damn crap lah.. i wrote that i would want to become a nurse, or a doctor if i can study hard enough, and that i would migrate after my nursing education to aust with my mom. to work there and then i would buy a house with 2 stories high blah blah.. haha anyway, after everything, went to kfc with the rest.. ate and talk.. and xinying's phone has really nice songs! haha well then went home.. oh oh. onglulu looked really nice today(: okay im gonna try to study social studies now.. byebye

im not sad. infact, im very very happyy... smiles for everyone!!

2007-05-05T23:08:00.000+08:00

hello.
woke up around 11 today.. studied bit of maths. went for alumni band for about an hour. and went church. got home, and we ordered pizza. found out some bo liao people. fck them. irritants..

i dont know whats up with me. this is so bullshit. i seem to be trying to forget the good things that has happened. a disgrace to the christian family. someone pls crush this hardened heart .

no com for me tomorrow..
a mess-its what you call me.

2007-05-03T18:17:00.000+08:00

hello.im back..no surprise eh.
anyway..still have been slacking the past few days.. went for sun's concert on labour day. and it rocked! this morning's assembly was sad? so silent. well anyways, school was usual.. felt really sleepy during amaths.. and i think i might drop to combine science... well i carried all my books home today.. and collected the cake on the way.. my arm is aching like poop.. oh and my middle finger is still abit swollen from the last bball game.. double yay! maybe thats what i get from using too much of it.. gad im weak.. i gotta continue lifting those weights............. i have no idea whats happening to me.. retarded is my name sometimes..
we're gonna celebrate my mom's birthday tonight.. yay!
all the best for mids!!
oh and did you know?
i suck.. big time.

seriously..
aint kiddin here..

2007-04-30T20:59:00.000+08:00

honestly, i havent been studying the past few days.. maybe just flipping through textbooks and doing worksheets, but i know its way far from getting there.. i think i gotta write ' i love studying. studying is fun! i should study more!' to motivate me more..
okay anyway, today we had english paper.. wrote on family for compo.. hope i can score lah. and im thinking that im gonna get 12marks for summary.. and i was practising my cursive handwriting after i finished the paper.. so after the paper ended, npc made us clear the stickers and graffite on our table and we had to waste 6 minutes.. after we finally got dismissed, went to watch some sec2 class practising their cheer with deanna while waiting.. kinda cool actually.. not bad lah, their class so 'on' .. we had better view at the second level, looking down at the dnt area.. haha then 3e got dismissed.. then i went home.. came home, watched a lil bit of matrix revolution i think, my mom's student brought it.. then went to my room, and dozed off for about 4 hours :D haha ive decided to study biology tonight..

i have fallen to my knees
as i sing a lullaby of pain
im feeling broken in my melodies
as i sing to help the tears go away.
then i remember the pledge you made to me

2007-04-29T12:25:00.000+08:00

haha hello.
exams are near but i feel like wasting time still.
well anyways, i'll blog bout yesterday..woke up at 11.. then did some stuff, and went back to sleep till 3 :D then went church with my bro, after that, had dinner with van and her family:D haha it was nice yeah.. then went to their house.. stayed there till bout coming twelve.. im gonna master the cursive handwriting soon:D haha had a great time there(: they were dota-ing i think.. then took 3 back with my bro.. and today, woke up at 10 to watch 7th heaven.. but they didnt show.. maybe it was 9 o'clock.. or it ended already.. oh well, i guess this is it.. tomorrow its english paper...
cant wait till exams are over. it'll be fun..
all the best!

van drew that.. isnt it nice:D

2007-04-25T16:38:00.000+08:00

hello.. lets ignore the post that said that that was gonna be my last post.. ive got time till 5 o'clock so heres some crap..
today, chem test was postponed(: and we had socialstudies sbq test, eng letter writing test, and emaths spelling test.. it wasnt so bad lah haha.. the flu lasted the whole day. apparently the panadol didnt work on me ..
theres nothing on my mind to write anything .. i feel like sleeping.. and whoopee ive got to study.. bummer.. this is so full of sh.. poop.. lets all study till our brains are overloaded and we fade away.. nah thats just crap -.- well study well! ive gotta get back to lifting those dumbbells or whatever you call that..
takecare(: cheers'

p.s vertical horizon is nice!

2007-04-20T23:02:00.000+08:00

lol know i said im not supposed to blog until exams are over.. but what the heck, today is a friday.. no school tomorrow:D
well anyway, today.. pe was slack.. finally did my sitandreach.. then slacked somemore.. after that,recess then chinese.. oh i slept in chinese:D didnt get caught lah thankfully.. and then lit.. had lit test.. and chem, im at a lost cos i missed lessons.. and finally english.. slack again..:D chapel was alright(: and did my amath test with deanna after that.. after everything, went to peilin's house.. played instruments:D and watched tv.. we were watching totally spies.. then fell asleep, and then i woke up and saw little mermaid.. so was kinda wondering what happened to totally spies.. ah retarded.. anyway, after that, took 293 to stadium.. couldnt be bothered to walk.. so we reached there.. i ran 400m and came in 2nd last.. woohoo.. and the 4 by 100m .. i ran for heat1, first runner.. cos chiang just say run lah..no harm even if ur team member not there.. so i ran lah..then there was nobody to pass the baton to.. saw denise at 2nd runner there then she said its heats 2. which i thought the other team was gonna run.. so i walked back, and ran again for heat2.. it was damn stupid lah.. everything was extra confused cos we didnt know who was running for what.. i mean me lah.. not we.. pple didnt turn up so yeah..it was plain dumb man.. anyway,after that, went to van's place.. ate dinner there and cleaned up, then went for cell.. wah i was like moodless.. i sat there with no energy and no expectation for anything.. after it ended, went home with van, and walked to stadium to take 3 home.. oh and we finally split.. younger ones plus daniel in another cg and the older ones stays on.. well atleast theres no age gap lah.. except daniel but he is so nice to suan lah.. :D haha okay, i better stop.. im gonna sleep till 12 tomorrow (: goodnight.

2007-04-19T18:32:00.000+08:00

heyho.
this is probably my last post before i start midyear revisions.. haha yeah im slow.. but anyway, i ponned school yesterday :D but went back for napha cos no mc.. and today, i think i got alot to catch up.. oh my.. exams are really really near now.. oh and tomorrow got the sports heats thing.. my prediction is.. im last:D
anyway,
all the best for midyears!