Monday, October 29, 2007
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like you, i figured why should i care so much. ignorance is really, bliss. ive returned to my policy of isolation. its not being unreasonably unsociable, but its over a period of time of your ignorance.
Going back, why try to remember the good ole times? all it does is give yourself comfort for that moment. but then why bother comforting yourself. thats just being a really assed shit. if ive got to comfort myself, i'll get the stupid load of emo-ness and fall into self-pity and what not.. might as well be numb-ed aye. so what if i turn cold? almost everyone in this world already is. believe me, that population is gonna grow over time.
besides the point, holidays are here. we've got band practices three times a week, and i havent got my schedule for my job so i'll just go there whenever i can. & i need to go back to gym-ing. still on my head is chem&bio spa, and tomorrow's history class. & that im supposed to call people to ask for their prayer needs by tomorrow.
ive come to realization that almost anything spoils my mood at
home.
ive yet to finish my seq questions. ive got 3 parts left. &this is pretty much crap now/.
good day.