Wednesday, January 03, 2007
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hey! my life sucks...
sighh its my first day of school and im almost dead..
the only greatestthing was that i had my friends..
and everythingelse was just shit.. and i wouldnt dare say anything about the teachers.. whattheheck.. a maths teacher is terrifying[p lee] and aft is scary.. dontknow much about the rest.. also had the discipline talk.. and i hate it when teachers talk super slow cos they have this mindset that if they have a loud voice and act like some macho man.. standing ever so straight and hands on their waists.. we'll like them? they put their hands on their hips like david caruso / haratio from csi:miami.. anyways.. school ended at 1230 .. had lunch after that and then had band.. im guessing i could say it got worse?! for the cca presentation tmr.. we .. as in percussion sect has to go right infront to dance to ymca .. for all the levels.. even upper sec.. ive just got into upper sec and i wouldnt want to embarrass myself just like that.. i tried to be enthu.. man i really did.. but i couldnt help it.. im on the edge of quitting.. im really sorry but i can take it no more.. not for 4 months.. ive got 14 bars to play for syf.. and cant stand the sight of them.. now theres two.. well there were always two lah.. just that i hardly mentioned the other.. so much for being excited that im in upper sec.. and ive gotta wake up at 530 tomorrow.. gotta be in school at 630 .. how nice.. i would say f so much more today if i didnt know it was wrong.. damn it..
i need you.. really.. just somebody i could actually cry on.. im on the edge of bursting.. trustme..but then again.. i gotta stay strong..