Thursday, November 23, 2006
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it does feel good to be home(:
home at last..
well first up is my malaysiatriip.. the hotel is damn nice! too bad i didnt get to use the gym pool and suana.. too lazy and no mood..went to 2 shopping centers.. first one was very smokey.. and second one was great! went to the reject shop.. its pretty nice! bought candies along the way too.. and we watched a total of 6 movies(: happyfeet deathnote stepup casinoroyale accepted and the convenant... ITS ALL DAMN NICE!! haha happyfeet is cute! deathnote was nice.. and vanney, L is cool(: haha stepup.. the dancing was AWESOME! casino royale wasnt that bad.. too bad she died.. and accepted is WAY funny.. that you gotta watch.. s.h.i.t> south harmony institute of technology.. haha something like that..
bad news..
ive got extra ticket.. and its so last minute...
ugh false hopes!
and my grandfather died...
so we arrived yesterday.. the plane food wasnt that nice.. m'sia airlines.. anyway we went home to get showered and changed.. and off to singapore casket we went.. i stayed there for like half an hour or so then i headed to school.. had band.. it was alright.. we practised.. and played im the best game.. dint get through the first day.. so it was continued to today .. just now.. and yay we all got through! stayed overnight in school.. and i really hated the aircon.. it was so freakin cold.. and i didnt bring sleeping bag nor a jacket.. sometimes i can be really dumb yeah.. so i hardly slept.. and im pretty much tired.. and ive gotta go to singapore casket soon
.. strength! i need it badly.. i talk all kinds of crap when im tired.. like some retarded freak who just escaped from woodbridge.. someone help..dont know what im gonna do there.. dont feel like going.. so many people.. and times like this are prefered to be done alone..
and guess what?!
tomorrow is the concert!!!
bloody crap i need all the sleep i can get.. and all the strength and mental preparation..
and ive got to go for tonights service.. and tomorrow is the crematory service as well..
ah rush here and there..
wished i had the watch which could stop time .. ya know the clockstoppers? or atleast i lived in a world that is laid back.. man i hate my wishful thinking.. more false hopes..
and this is long..
bye!
even when im scared i have to try to fly
sometimes i fall
but ive seen it done before
i gotta step outside these walls...
